Fuck The Rona (Covid-19)

Well, the year 2020 is here and I'm sure we all had big plans and goals for this years as I know we was all inspired to have that big trip with the girls or boys, buying your first home or even something as starting your own business.

Many people In my circle including myself had this big vision for ourselves and was building this new life for the future, but before we knew it pow we got caught by a surprise by this Nation wide Pandemic, Covid-19 or Coronavirus.

I wont lie in the beginning, I believed it was a gimmick a phase that was going to last a few weeks and we was all going to be back to normal. I thought and still do believe its something that is manmade and is being mutated to spread faster and to throw us off because its a bigger agenda many people are missing.

After my trip to Hawaii, December 2019, I was literally sick for almost two months. It started as soon as I got off the plane. I had a runny nose, felt dry and hot and didn't know what is was. I honestly thought it was the weather change that had got me but I soon realized it was more as time progressed.

After a few weeks it got worse, I began developing chills and a horrible cough that kept me up pretty much all night. I tried every medicine you can think of in the stores but nothing seemed to help. I refused to go to go to the doctor and began taking old meds that I was prescribed early 2019. it didn't go away but it did ease up a bit.

I than went to my last resource which should've been my first which was natural vitamins and herbs, and it quickly got better by the beginning of February.

I am not saying I had Covid-19 or claiming it but I am saying if its anything near what I had it felt like death. I have never been that sick in my life and my sister was in the same boat. it scared both of us because doctors was saying it was just a cold that would fade.

Now here we are April 2020, and we are on a Stay at home order with it affecting everyone from jobs, homes, finances and most of all health. I never thought in my lifetime I would experience anything of this nature but here it is.

I have found myself jobless after being a teacher for 16 years and literally everyday is a fighting battle to survive not just financially but mentally and physically and the only thing I can find myself helping me keep my sprits high is prayer, faith and obedience.

Its been hard for me and my daughter as well as being young its hard to comprehend I can imagine as a child. No school, cant play with your friends or classmates, not being able to go to the park or let alone just play outside without wearing a mask or gloves.

I am thankful God has given me an understanding daughter and has given me the strength to have a positive attitude for myself and for her. Some days are a bit harder than some as missing family and friends brings a dwelling spirit, but I truly try to remind myself God is in control of everything even our demise.

Granted some people are not as spiritual as others but I am using this time to hone in on God as much as possible.

So I don't want to go too deep as everyone has their own speculations but I just want to give you all something that have been keeping me sane in this time of tragedy, devastation, and what I consider the new norm.

Lately I have been using this time to build myself, writing and reading more, singing and dancing, taking classes on line and learning more about investments and life protection as well as gaining more skills so when this blows over some I can be ready to invest and save for my family more just in case this happens again.

I also been really health conscious, taking my vitamins, eating more fruits vegetables and keeping my body as active and healthy as possible as well including my family.

We don't know what's going to happen after this, things may never be the same again so I just want to uplift you in this time and encourage everyone to use this free time as much as possible to become more Intune with God, yourself, family and future.

I know its hard to stay positive but remember dis-ease forms a disease in the body, so staying happy and busy can help with thinking the worst in the time. By following your state regulations and CDC advice please stay home as much as possible, disinfect and wash your hands, protect yourself and practice social distancing IF you have to be out.

I am praying for us all, as we are all in this together.

With Love and Light

Nove